Its the only way i can deal with all the bs that is in my life even tho i have. prety amazi-g life it still brings all the bs..i hate the military but i no i proably wont get out..i love gabby but it pisses me off every weekend havin to drive up here. N tryin to have pla-s bit then not goin thru n jus drinkin away…i love becca i reLly do but i no even if im with her nuthin will change ill still b hre she wil b in fl n ill be drinkin away n lonely n it will be the same as befor even tho she has another guy i dont want her to…but theres nuthin i can do about it right…ima leave my gf..its not workin..nuthings working…idk wut to do i jus need to b alone for awhile.:n gtab anothr corona..