You could of asked me if i would ever get married two..three years ago i would of thought you were crazy..ask me now…and im shocked i even think/consider it at all..its the most logical thing to do..shit she makes me happy were alwYs good together..even with the bs that i deal with i think i jus might
Sucks…wtff…been here a week it suks but only 5 left till im back in sd…partied my ass off all weekend cuz i new id b startin work again..went clubin friday n saturdai..drank..danced met girls got numbers gave da number out snuck into a party bus with the girl partied more got the bois in too lol epic weekend..now work..n dealin with becca..she didnt want to believe me about the guy she wuz seein till it wuz too late..n now she got hurt n comes back to me..no she needs time to herself im not gona play that game cuz next week itll b the same shyt.
Its the only way i can deal with all the bs that is in my life even tho i have. prety amazi-g life it still brings all the bs..i hate the military but i no i proably wont get out..i love gabby but it pisses me off every weekend havin to drive up here. N tryin to have pla-s bit then not goin thru n jus drinkin away…i love becca i reLly do but i no even if im with her nuthin will change ill still b hre she wil b in fl n ill be drinkin away n lonely n it will be the same as befor even tho she has another guy i dont want her to…but theres nuthin i can do about it right…ima leave my gf..its not workin..nuthings working…idk wut to do i jus need to b alone for awhile.:n gtab anothr corona..
